Monday, July 30, 2012

Chapter I: A Twist of Faith Story

The story "A Twist of Faith" was created...
  • With Strong Imagination - to translate my thoughts into something realistic to the reader's point of view. 
  • With Heartfelt Emotions - to bring life to the roles played by different characters in the story. 
  • With Genuine Passion - to showcase my purest desire in romantic literature.
Before clicking Continue >> below to proceed to the 1st Chapter, please read "The Great Love In Silence" by clicking this Link ---> The Great Love In Silence to give you a better understanding what transpired in the past and the reason why there is "A Twist of Faith" in the present.

I hope my story will touch your heart the same way it touches mine...

Chapter II: A Twist Of Faith Story

Macy ignored the heat of the sun and continued writing her story on the second page.

Mike's mother started her speech...

To all friends, families, relatives of my only son... I welcome you to his funeral rites. I appreciate those who travelled far just to be with him tonight. I travelled 26 hours by plane just to be here.

Now, i know the answer.... James whispered.

When Mike came into my life it was my happiest. I never have plans to marry, it was Mike who gave meaning to my life. He was 3 yrs old when i adopted him from the orphan. He was so adorable. The orphan head warned me about his condition but i care less because the first time i saw him, he not only caught my attention but also my heart. He was the most quiet among all children in the orphan. On that same day, there were volunteers who visited the orphan and distributed toys to everyone. i will never forget that day when he received the toy from the lady volunteer he smiled and kissed her and when he was about to seat a bully kid took the toy from his hand. He did not do anything, he did not even cry. He just vowed his head and...

Aina was crying... She can't continue her speech any longer. Her heart was in deep pain.

Her brother Jay went up to the stage and brought her a glass of water.

After a few minutes, she continued...

Eversince i got him from the orphan he never failed to make me smile. The orphan head told me to visit his physician for his regular treatment and handed me Mike's hospital records and I confirmed that Mike has Leukemia. That doesn't bothered me and "I follow my heart's desire" to adopt him. We are coming in and out from the hospital to have his regular check up, blood cells monitoring and radiotherapy. It wasn't easy, i was kicked out from different companies because of my absenteeism just to be with him. My family's saving was almost gone because of his medication expenses. We were told by the doctor's that we only have 3 more years to live with him but i refused to accept because i know God will perform miracles on him. When he turned 6, i was right, God indeed made mirales in my son's life. All of us in the family were happy. I was thinking to send him to school but i just decided not to, because i am afraid that he will be teased by his classmates and his body may not respond well in class but we saw as early as 3 that he wanted to study. He asked books from me instead of toys. I never taught him how to read but one day he said, mom do you want me to read the book you gave me? I was surprised because the book that i was buying that time was mostly composed of pictures, never did i notice i picked a story book and to my surprise he read the entire book! I knew that he is a smart kid because he amazed me with unexpected things eversince he came to my life. On his 8th birthday the whole family decided to send Mike to school. We believed that he is a fighter by surpassing the life expectancy given to him by the doctors... Mike continously undergo his regular check up and treatment, the cancers cells never left his body but we continued to pray for God's miracles to extend the life of my only son. When he turned 10 and on his 1st grade i decided to go abroad to continue financing his treatment and medication. I can no longer deny that the expenses to cure my son became a heavy burden to my family. I decided to apply as a receptionist abroad. It wasn't easy to leave my son, it was the hardest decision i made in my life but i need to do it for the sake of Mike.

Aina again cried... This time she went down from the stage because she can no longer speak and control her emotions. She went straight where her mom and brother were seated.

Jay stood up and went to the stage to announce that Michael's body is ready for viewing.

Visitors started to fall in line to have a glimpse of Mike's physical body. Dave and James stood and lined up together with the other visitors. It took them a while before they viewed Mike's body because there were some who stayed in front of his casket to pray. James left the things he brought for Mike below his casket, his tears fell as he viewed his best friend's face. He thanked him for their time shared together and promised to always pray for his soul. I hope you guide me mate, now that you are an Angel. Don't forget me ok? This is not our last meeting because I will see you in heaven and i hope when that time comes I am still your bestfriend. James cried.

Macy stood up because she was bitten by the small ants in the area where she was sitting. She decided to move to another place so not to interrupt her thoughts.

Where should i go? Suddenly she felt hungry. Macy went to the nearest food chain from the park. She ordered food and went to the corner so she will not be interrupted with the kids playingnear the cashier. As she turned the pieces of paper she's holding to page 3 she stared to the blank page for 10 seconds to compose her thoughts and just started writing the Chapter 3.

Please click here to continue...

Chapter III: A Twist Of Faith Story

Aina was preparing to go to her Son's funeral then she thought of something.

I should go back to the orphanage to let Cindy know what happened to Mike. I know Mike will be happy if the people he once with will visit him.

Jay, please accompany me to the orphanage to bring them the news. I know my son will be happy if he see them coming. I hope Cindy is still the head of the orphan. Common, lets give it a try.

They travelled for 2 hours going back to the orphange where they adopted Michael. The orphan building is a bit old. At the gate, they saw a man standing.

Hi sir, I am Aina... Is Cindy there?

For what purpose mam?

I adopted one of the children here 15 years ago, i was wondering if Cindy is still here.

Please come in mam.

The man shouted... Mom, you have visitors.

An old lady went out from the office, it was Cindy. She didn't recognize Aina.

Hi Cindy, do you remember me? I'm Aina.

Sorry lady, i met a lot of people in the past and with my age now i'm afraid to say.... I can't remember you anymore.

Few years ago, i adopted one of the kids here. Do you remember Mike? The child with Leukemia?

Aina, sorry to say but all children that are being brought here are disabled and sick. I have few cases in which some of them have cancer. What is the full name of your child?

Prior to me adopting Mike his name is Michael Levin, then i changed his last name to mine.

Oh yeah, i remember him. So how was he?

He died 4 days ago for the same reason. We tried our very best to prolong his life but unfortunately.... Tears fell from her eyes...

Aina, I'm so sorry to hear that. Where is Mike's funeral? I will visit him together with my ladies here.

Aina and Jay left the orphanage with high hopes that Cindy will visit Michael.

Brother, do you think they will come tomorrow?

Well, Cindy is already old and I'm not sure how will they go there but let's hope for the best.

It was already the last funeral night of Mike. Aina was waiting outside, she forgot to ask the contact no. Of Cindy to confirm if they will be coming. Classmates, relatives and friends were all there. James wasn't there because Dave can't go on leave that day due to a lot of deliverables in the office but Dave promised James that they will be there in Mike's burial since it was scheduled on Saturday.

As Aina was standing outside, a lady wearing a white dress on her 40's entered the gate.
Aina didn't know who she was as the lady went straight to Mike's casket. Cindy asked some of the visitors if they knew the lady but noone knew her. She stayed for an hour infront of Mike's casket. Aina took the courage to approach the lady.

Hi mam, i noticed that you are standing infront of my son for an hour already. I assumed he is important in your life but if I may ask how are you connected to him?

Cindy told me what happened to Michael. Cindy can't come to visit because her feet were swollen due to her diabetis. She asked me to come.

I see. I appreciate you coming here. So you are one of the members in the orphan? Have you seen my child when he was still there?

No, i haven't seen him.

Oh sorry, so you dont know Mike personally?

I know him.

Sorry lady, i don't understand. Were you sent here by Cindy as her representative?

Yes.

Ok good, after you pray please proceed to the kitchenette we have some foods served!

Ok thank you.

The host started to announce that the mass is about to start.

After the mass...

Jay started talking on the stage. To every family members and friends close to Michael, this is now your chance to tell us your experience or unforgettable memoirs with Mike or anything you want to share to everyone present here tonight. The whole night will be dedicated for sharing and we will call it "a Night All About Mike", so to start of I will call on my sister and the mother of Michael, Aina.

After the 3 hours of sharing stories from different people close to Michael, there were no dry eyes from the audience as everyone were moved by the people who shared their different stories about Mike.

Jay ended the night by saying, to everyone who told their stories we appreciate the precious time you shared with our Angel. This will be the last night of him with us...

Jay noticed a lady approaching her in his perisperhal view. The girl whispered if she can have the microphone so she can also tell her own story. Jay gave the microphone to the lady.

To all the loved ones of Michael, this may not be the right time for some of you but I am standing here in front of you to tell my own story i had with Michael. When I was carrying Mike for 9 months I was just alone...

Everyone was shocked! You will hear whispers from left and right. Different face reactions of the visitors was shown to her but she proceeded with her speech.

Noone knew about my condition. I kept it from friends and some relatives because Mike doesn't have a father. When he was born the doctors found out that he had an active cancer cells in his blood. The doctors did not suggest nor allow any treatment or medication for him that time because his body was very young to accept the chemicals used for treating cancer. The doctors said that if they try they can't guarantee me that Mike will survive. The doctors instead recommend that Mike should undergo a monthly check up to monitor his health condition and when Mike was around 6 months old, the doctors confirmed that the cancer cells were gone. For the next 2 years i never see any symptoms as he grew up very healthy. It was a miracle not until he turned 3. He was sent to hospital because i found bruises and blood clots all over his body... The doctors confirmed that his cancer went back. It was more alarming when the doctors said it was already a stage 2 cancer. Being a single parent i can no longer afford his medication so i brought him to the orphanage hoping that another family will love and care for him. I was right when Aina's family adopted my son.

You will see Aina in the audience crying...

I can't find exact words to thank you for taking care of my sick son. Living his life for 15 years is long enough, that only means you did your best Aina as his mother that I did not do to him. Part of my past, i regret when i gave him to the orphanage but when I learned that his new family truly loves him, my heart and mind were at peace. This may also be the right time to tell you that never did i forget about Mike. I visited him few times in school just to see him but never did i approach him. In the hospital I pretended to be Mike's relative, i talked to the doctors on the results of his medical examination. When i learned that Mike needed a blood transfusion from his doctors, I donated my own blood that's why you were being told by the doctors not to look for donors. In the church where you always bring him, i was there too for the entire mass. My sight was only with him and one time when i saw him fell to the ground while walking it was me who helped him and you even thanked me Aina. I know that my son's life in this world is short but i know he is happy with his family that is why i never introduced myself. With all these intention i know that I also did my best as his mother in silence.

Everyone was moved in the audience, it was indeed the best speech they heard that night. Aina went to the stage and hugged her. Both of Mike's mother cried. They knew that their son is happy for he have known his mother on his last day on earth.

Macy finished her food. There was only one blank paper left. She needed to end her story using the last page. She was thinking how to end it. For her an effective writer must know how to write flawlessly basis the flow of the mind. No more thinking because writing for her needs no drafting like walking without direction.

To be continued...

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Rainyday Sunday

The outside rain
Ignite my veins
To write a story
That will inspire many

To stop with this hobby
That will impossibly be
Like the heart that beats
To love and exists

A passion for this craft
Doesn't need to draft
For the flow of the mind
Will make history in time

A goal to achieve
A dream to believe
My desire to write
Is now coming to life.

Monday, July 23, 2012

God's Grace

"For every heart that listens there is a voice that speaks.

There is a door that opens to every soul that seeks.

To those who ask, the promise is that they shall receive.

And the Grace is given to those who believe."

---From A Writter's Pen---

Sunday, July 22, 2012

The Parallel Lines Story

The presentation of the speaker is about to end and these are his last words...


"The parallel lines are written alike,
They go in one direction, 
But they never meet,  
Unlike other pairs of lines".


One of the audience asked... Does that apply to any aspects in life?

With full confidence the speaker replied... "Yes!"

A great believer of faith stood up and said... There's nothing impossible if you only believe.

What do you mean? Speaker said.

If you have strong faith on something you desire and believe to happen then it's possible.

Then tell me how can you make 2 parallel lines meet? How can you make us believe that with your strong faith anything is possible? i had given you facts based on different studies from experts that parallel lines can NEVER meet so what is your point of argument here?

Sir, based on your provided facts and explanations these 2 lines can never intersect.

That's what you believed but with my strong faith i can prove to you that parallel lines do meet. If you look down the railroad tracks towards the horizon, you will see that the railroads touch. Right? In our life, everything always depend on how you see and believe on something you want to happen, may it be proven with or without explanations or facts, if you truly have strong faith on it then your faith will make it possible. My argument here is when you said parallel lines NEVER meet you are pertaining to having no chance for them to meet but they actually did! My vision was used to present a simple yet a valid argument. So do not say NEVER because with all the things to consider in this world, nothing is impossible if you believe.



All the audience applauded in the big dome... After a few minutes, the speaker said... Your point is valid my son, i thank you for changing my perception for the longest time. You have proven tonight that this perception i have in life is a big mistake... The speaker continued... I hope i can talk for a few minutes to speak for myself on how my perception led me to regret that i only realized tonight. I am single and alone because of my wrong judgement that having a family is something that is not important. I lost my lady love because of my wrong belief that noone deserves me. I lost the chance of being a father because of my wrong perception that having kids is difficult to bear. All these i regret, not having strong faith and belief for the possibilities i should have accepted and taken in the past...... Now as i speak infront of you, i know i can no longer go back even how hard i try because the lady love i am referring to is already in the arms of our Creator.

"To the Angel in my life, wherever you are i am sorry for the wrong decisions i had made in the past. I know you have waited until the day of your last breath and i know "Sorry" is not enough. If i could only turn back our time together, i will reverse the world where i am the one who will love you without a doubt and conditions... To do the same things you have done for me and to show how important you are in my life."

Once in our life i compared "US" to the equation of "The Parallel Lines" and believed that both of us will never meet despite of her great love and our compatibilities. With that wrong belief and perception, here i am right now asking for God's help to overcome the pain of her lost and all the regrets i felt when she left... I hope my story will open your mindset that all things in this world are created with possibilities by having a strong faith in believing on what your heart's truly desire... Follow what your heart dictates and let your mind lead the way to make everything fall to the right place...

The audience inside the big dome were moved on how he ended his speech. It was the greatest presentation he ever had, it wasnt even part of his plans to mention Angel but he knew that Angel is happy wherever she is right now... Even before he left the stage, he whispered... Thanks for guiding me always my Angel, you never failed to leave me even now that you are not here...


The End...


"In every love stories, regret was never placed in the beginning 
because it was made to be placed at the end
 when a person choose to contradict the desires of his heart".



Inspired By: ---The Writer's Pen---

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

AGSB Futuristic Mindset

After 6 years it happened once again!
Knowledge from you i know I will gain.
Though I feel at times that you are difficult to bear.
To overcome you is something that I dare!

I should accept your existence in my veins.
That there's nothing i can do even if i complain.
With all the hard work i exert everyday.
I know my future will never be in gray.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

FoR YouR EyeS OnLY

The Great Love Story in All Time has not yet been told...


For it will be created and written...




--- From A Writer' Pen ---

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

The Great Love In Silence

Where are you going Matthew?

It's none of your business!

Matthew drove his car leaving Cindy outside her house.

I should stop this feelings i have for her... Matthew talking to himself.

Tears started falling from his eyes. I don't deserve this!!!

A lot of questions running on his mind, questions that are unanswered.

Leaving Cindy is the hardest decision he made, he wanted to go back to show Cindy how sincere he was when he said the words "i love you" but he knows that's not what Cindy wants. Maybe Cindy wanted me out of her life!

Matthew tried to control himself not to call Cindy. Once in a while, Matthew is looking on his cell phone wondering if Cindy will give him a call. He even changed his ringer into a loud mode thinking that if Cindy will call, he might not hear it. There was no call from Cindy and today is the 3rd day! 

Matthew was wondering how's Cindy. There are questions he wanted to ask... did you eat your lunch on time?.. how was your long day at work? Questions he used to ask Cindy with a smile and while waiting for her response he will crack a joke and both of them will laugh.
Cindy, i miss you everyday... I am sorry if i love you... Matthew cried. It was my heart that dictates the words "i love you" using my voice as an instrument to send the message of my heart to you... Cindy, please forgive my heart for loving you...... If forgiving me would mean removing my heart and leaving me lifeless i will be a happy dying man for the love of my life had forgiven me and if she took my life away that would only mean i will die in her arms... Just like two of my dreams to grow old and die with you... 

It was already past 3am. Matthew can't stop thinking about Cindy. He was reminiscing their good times together. The first time he saw Cindy's smile, the first time he held her soft hands, the first time they went out for lunch, their dinner dates, their star gazing, movie dates and endless conversation w/o realizing the hours that had passed. Matthew looked outside his window and he whispered to the wind...
Cindy, you are my only heart's desire, you are part of my dreams and my hopes but where are you now my angel??? You know, i miss you... The cold wind suddenly blow towards his face, it seems that the wind has the answer to his questions. I'm sorry Cindy, please i beg you to forgive me....

It's about a week that Matthew didn't receive any word from Cindy. He doesn't want to wait any longer. He swallowed his pride. I can't just sit the whole day and wait for Cindy to come... I want to see her now!!! I will say sorry to her and I will do this for the sake of my great love for her. Matthew went straight to Cindy's place. 

Outside her house, Matthew was hesitant to knock... He was a bit uneasy because he doesn't know what he will say to Cindy or how to react if he sees Cindy. At the back of his mind, he knew that he needs to do this. He needs to apologize so they can go back the way they were before...

He knock twice, thrice and a lot of times but there was no answer. He forcibly opened the door and found Cindy lying on the floor unconscious...

Cindy??? Cindy!!!!!!! Please wake up!!!!!!! 

Matthew rushed Cindy to the hospital... He knew from his heart that Cindy will survive. Baby, please don't die... While driving he is holding Cindy's hands. Baby, you can't die... I still have plans for us, i will marry you in any church you like, i will give you children and we will have a happy life... Matthew is crying. He is praying to God not to take away from him the girl he love the most. I keep my faith to you, please let her survive...

In the hospital, the doctors performed an immediate surgery for Cindy. There were small broken glasses buried into some parts of her body and worst, there were tiny pieces found inside her eyes, that made her blind. The doctors removed her eyes to avoid spreading infections to other areas of her body. 

Cindy lives alone. Her parents are in the province. No one knew about the accident that happened to her except for Matthew. If Matthew didn't visit her that day, Cindy might be dead by now.

Inside the small chapel in the hospital, you will find Matthew bent on his knees asking for God's mercy. Please do not take the life of the girl i love the most... If there is life that you need to take away today, please take mine... Matthew was crying. While in the middle of his prayer he heard his name through the pager of the hospital. He was being called by the doctors of Cindy on the 6th floor.

Matthew, the operation was successful! We need to remove her eyes to avoid the infection that may spread to her body. As per the hospital record, you found her unconscious lying on the floor, so we assumed that while she was doing something in her house, she slipped while holding a mirror made of glass. We tried removing the tiny glasses from her eyes at first hoping that we can still revive her vision but to our dismayed her eyes were already infected. 

Matthew began talking and these are the words he said... Doctor, please take my eyes and give it to her... I rather be blind than to see her suffer...

The doctor was surprised of what he heard from Matthew... The doctor asked, i hope you don't mind me asking i know she is not your wife because when i checked your records, your last names were different... Is she your girlfriend?!?

Matthew wiped his tears and said... Doctor you are right, Cindy is not my wife, she is not even my girlfriend but to give love to a person doesn't mean asking the love back... I give because i love and i don't expect anything in return... I love her so much and i know that giving her my eyes will never give me an assurance that she will also love me... Doctor, i want the operation to be done today so that when she wakes up anytime soon she will have my eye sight to see how beautiful life can be despite of the accident that happened to her... There is one more favor i need to ask from you, please do not tell her that she lost her vision and I gave her mine...

The teary-eyed doctor smiled to him and said my son, Cindy is very lucky to have you in her life. We seldom see people like you... I never knew that great love still exists in this world... The doctor tapped Matthew's shoulder.

On that same day, the doctors started the operation of Matthew. The doctors removed Matthew's eyes and performed another surgery to Cindy putting the eyes of Matthew to her... After long hours of operation, it was successful. The vision of Cindy were back through Matthew's eyes... The following day, Matthew woke up and sees nothing. He knew that he made the right choice by giving his eyes to Cindy. Like what he always tell Cindy, that he will give everything even the most impossible things to make her happy... I can no longer see her beautiful face and smile... Probably, ill just think of her more often so not to forget her beautiful face and i hope to dream of her every night, i want to see an image of her smiling at me...

Five days after, Matthew heard that Cindy regained her consciousness. He is so excited to see Cindy but he realized that he can no longer see her beautiful face and smile. I want to touch her and feel her soft hands... The doctors and nurses told Matthew that Cindy doesn't know anything... But Matthew, as excited as he was when they first met is the same feeling when he touched the door knob of her room. 

Cindy? Is that you? 

Yes, who are you?

The bandage that was placed around his eyes covering half of his face made it hard for Cindy to recognize him.

This is Matthew, how are you? 

Matthew is standing far from Cindy, he can't move his foot forward because he's afraid that he might fall...

I'm good, i don't know why I'm here but what happened to you?

Well, i met a car accident during the week that we were not talking... I did not inform you because i don't want you to worry... The doctor said it will take time for my vision to be back to normal... By the way, did you eat already? He remembered the question that he wanted to ask Cindy when they were apart.

No, i did not but thanks anyway... 

He tried to step forward but he fell to the ground. Cindy, I'm sorry....

Matthew wanted to cry but there's no way for him to do it. His heart was in pain. There's no other way for him to release the pain but crying. In his mind, he knew that he can bear all pain for Cindy. 

Sorry for what Matthew?

For saying "i love you".... He was trying to stand up.

You really have to feel sorry specially now that you are disabled.

Despite the numerous times Cindy hurts him, it never lessen the love he had for her.

Please visit me some other time Matthew, I want to rest.

I'm sorry Cindy if i bothered you, please remember I'm always here for you like what I've written on my last letter... As long as i live, i will never leave you and I will protect you from harm.

Stop making dramas Matthew... Look at you, how can you protect me now that you are blind?

Stop hurting me Cindy, i will go now but please take care of yourself and despite of the numerous times you pushed me away that's twice as much as i will be here for you...

He turned his back and went out from the room... He wanted to burst out crying but he knew he can no longer do it. He knew from his heart that by giving his eyes to Cindy, she is already protected...



Many years passed... Matthew never heard a word from Cindy... He doesn't know her whereabouts. Matthew remained single and he never had a stable job because of his disability. When his parents died, he was sent to the orphanage by his relatives but despite of his failures and disappointments in life, he never regret the day when he gave his eyes to Cindy...
Matthew is getting older. You will see some fine line wrinkles on his face. There were a lot of bruises and wounds on different parts of his body because being blind is never easy... He slipped, stumbled and fell numerous times but every time he fell to the ground, he thinks that at least it wasn't Cindy who's experiencing all the pain... Then he will smile while trying to get up because he knew that Cindy is living a normal life. The thought of it already cured his wounds and eased the pain on his body. He may never live a normal life like others, having family of their own and stable job but he is happy knowing that Cindy is experiencing the good life. He thinks about Cindy everyday. There's no single day that he failed to remember Cindy. He always pray for Cindy's safety.

15 years later, Matthew was lying alone in his room. He was thinking on what day it might have been. He doesn't know the calendar dates anymore. Most of his birthdays he no longer knew, unless he is being greeted by the people in the orphanage. Come Christmas, he will know that it's approaching not because he keeps track on the dates but because of the cold breeze that touches his face every morning. Cold breezes starts on September and when I woke up early today i felt the cold breeze again on my face. I felt the first cold breeze four days ago so that means today is September 5th. He is certain, he remembered it right, it was also September 5th when he first saw Cindy and today is the 15th years! Matthew went to the head office of the orphanage. He asked permission from the head if he can go back to the place where Cindy and him first met. The head asked one of the lady takers to accompany Matthew. Madam, thank you for allowing my wish to be granted today. I am very excited to go back to the most important place of my life. I know that my love wouldn't be there but the thought of going back to the place where i first saw her beautiful smile will truly make me happy... you don't know madam how important this is to me....

Accompanied by the lady taker, Matthew went back to the church where he first saw Cindy. It was 15 years ago, Matthew already forgot the direction but for some reasons they were not lost... When they finally reached the place, he was so excited... There were a lot of memorable moments he had with Cindy in that place. He was telling the lady taker the stories. Lady, as i looked in front of this church do you see a Mango tree across the street on my right? Yes, the lady replied... 15 years ago, I was standing on the shade of that tree when i first saw Cindy. She was so beautiful on her white dress... I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. Every Thursday of the week, i always go to the same place where i first saw her. I knew she noticed it already because every Thursday, same time, I am waiting for her outside... I wanted to go near her but I just can't! As much as i wanted to come inside her church i know I am not allowed, that is why i am only waiting for her outside... Then, i saw a friend who happened to be her church mate and from him i was able to get her number. I started sending her messages, calling her everyday and inviting her out every weekends and that's where our love story started... Oopps sorry, it wasn't ours..... It's only my own love story because she never loved me.... It was indeed the happiest days of my life... Maybe now, if we were given a chance to be together, we already have a family of our own... Maybe we have 5 beautiful kids all are already in high school... Maybe now were planning which school our children will go to college... Maybe I am now inside this church on a Thursday with her and our children praying together...  Maybe it's hard to raise 5 kids that are almost the same age??? What do you think lady?

By the way, i remember writing our names on that Mango tree... Please bring me across that street miss...

Matthew touched the tree, this is it! I knew it! This is the tree where i wrote our names... Can you find it for me? I know it's somewhere here... Have you seen it? Hey miss!?! Why aren't you answering? Are you still there??? Don't leave me ok? I don't know how to go back to the orphanage...

I found it Matthew, she hold his hand and bring it to the part of the tree where he wrote their names together... I can't feel it anymore, maybe the long years and weather washed it away...

I can clearly read it Matthew, you wrote, -Matt and Cindy I Love You-.



Then both of them laugh... 

Matthew suddenly stop laughing...

Lady, when you held my hand, it felt like it was Cindy's hands... The way you laugh is the same as hers... Tell me, what's your name mam? Are you new in the orphanage? Can i touch your face?...

She let him touch her face and they both cried... Cindy, i know it's you... How can i forget your beautiful face and smile... The touch of your soft hands... Your sweet voice and laugh... Matthew hugged her tight... I miss you so much....... Cindy... Tell me, where did you go all these years???

Finally, Cindy revealed the most heart breaking secret she had kept for the longest time.
Matthew, since the day that you left me in the hospital, it was also the same day i followed you. For the past 15 years I am just right beside you. I know you never knew it because you can't see me but like you to me, I want to protect you from harm... In the hospital, the doctors and nurses were inside my room, i was pretending to be asleep and i heard them talking about how lucky i am because of your unconditional love for me... One of them said because of your great love, you gave me your vision so I can see... I don't know if i will thank you or give your eyes back because just like you to me, I don't want to see you suffer... I applied as your household maid and pretended to be another person... I did it because just like you to me,I will never leave you... Every morning when you wake up, i ready your clothes to wear. I always choose your favorite colors - yellow, white and gray. After you take a bath, i made sure that your breakfast is prepared. I bring your slippers wherever you go so not to hurt your feet. I also put a soft protection on all the edges i see inside your room for you to avoid accident. I tour you outside the house everyday so you can feel the sunset and fresh air. When you were sick, i worry too much but never did i miss your medicine for you to get well. On Christmas Eve, i have a secret gift for you, remember the gift i placed below your pillow? When you opened it, it was a necklace... Our names were engraved on that necklace... I know that you will never see it but just like you to me, I want you to be happy. On your birthday, you were lonely because your parents were out of town for business trip, can you still recall that i handed you a gift and i told you it came from your mom and dad? The truth is i bought it, it was a pillow with a "thank you" message because just like you to me, I want to see your beautiful smile and to thank you for your greatest love..... I never speak because I'm afraid that you might recognize me because just like you to me, I want to show my sincerity... I remember you always share stories about Cindy, the great love that you have for her and how much you misses her but the truth is Cindy is just right beside you all the time... Sometimes, if you share your stories, I am crying silently how i wish you knew i am just right here beside you... 
When your parents died that was the biggest challenge i encountered. I am afraid to be taken away from you... I heard that time that you will be brought by your relatives to the orphanage so i applied as a taker to continue my duties and obligations to you because just like you to me, I am always be here for you... I am cooking the food that you are eating everyday, i make sure that it will be one of your favorites because just like you to me, I do not want you to skip your meal. I change your clothes, brush your teeth, comb your hair, cut your nails and treat your wounds and bruises because just like you to me, I want to take care of you... Matthew, i am here today, not just to fulfill my duties and obligations to you but also to fulfill what your heart's truly desire because just like you to me, I want to share with you the same dreams and desires that you wanted to share with me from the start and that is to grow old and die with you... Matthew, I LOVE YOU...
For the first time after 15 long years, tears fell from the blind eyes of Matthew. There were no tear ducts since the day of his operation but he knows that it's a miracle tears of joy. Suddenly, rain drops started falling from heaven. It's like God wanted to share with them their joys and happiness...

Matthew and Cindy married inside the church where they first met. They live happily inside the orphanage as husband and wife. They were blessed with 2 beautiful children whom they grow humble and God-fearing. After a few years, they are running the orphanage themselves. 


The End...

 
ALL ABOUT "The Great Love In Silence"


"In love, there are no impossible things, no strong walls can ever hinder, no ethical differences can ever stop, because in love, everything are made possible."
"The Love Story of "Matthew and Cindy" was created by my thoughts to provide a clear interpretation in defining what "Great Love" is all about".
"The Title " The Great Love In Silence" was created based on the story, how "Great Love" was best shown and expressed in Silence by two people who love each other w/o conditions."

     Thanks for reading My Creation. I will continue writing to inspire many, specially the hopeless romantic and desperate in love. I hope my story somehow inspired you not to give up on your battle for Great Love and Endless Romance... Dimples XV

Monday, July 9, 2012

GEMINI Babe

Name: Nicole
Born on: May 27




You are a delight; witty, charming and provocative. You are friendly and easy to approach. You're not an easy lover to read. You can swivel on a dime and your passionate receptive side can turn abruptly into a distant individual. You demand mental compatibility in order to be turned on and you're not likely to let anyone dance with your body if they can't dance with your mind. You are forever trying to improve things, even your lover. Change is a big part of your life pattern and a necessity to your emotional well being. You will use your sex appeal as a weapon if necessary to get what you want.

You are a risk taker and often thinks presently but most of your decisions are right. The twin symbolizes two (2) faces and personalities depending on who the person you are with. You are very impulsive and love to spend your money to live your life to the fullest at all times. You often break rules but once you are caught, you don't do the same offense. You can easily learn from mistakes. Your talent is anything to do with hands, you are very intellectual and known to be clever not to mention, you are good with numbers too. Your talents and intelligence are most likely hidden because you choose not to show it but if you are obliged, it will comes out naturally.

You have a strong aura and sex appeal to opposite sex. They see you as a walking gem stone or a diamond that is fragile and delicate to hold. Most of them are hesitant to pursue their romantic plans because they think they can't handle your vulnerability. In romance, you love to run your own show, you act as the director and actor and you pick the best actor in line to team up with you and you love to do that with your every shows. You can easily attract people with your charm and that applies to business too.

The way to your heart is through your head. Intelligent conversation and a great communication turns you on. You are easily attracted to speakers and leaders of the organization.

In bed, you are very adventurous, vivacious and a great performer. You love to experiment and try different things due to your mental stimulation and imaginative thoughts. You love to be given great pleasure and in return you give your partner an ecstatic feeling of satisfaction. You are a passionate kisser by nature. Under the sheets, you have the ability to mesmerize your partner because of your vulnerability combined with versatility. You love to share a passionate and lovingly devoted sexual unity to your partner that any man would crave to experience.

Symbol : Twins

Ruling Planet: Mercury
Keywords: Adaptable, Communicative, Restless
Polarity: Positive
Duality or Gender: Masculine
Element: Air
Quality: Mutable
Sensitive Areas: Arms, Shoulders and Ears
Stone: Agates
Color: All bright colors - Yellow
Similarity to Chinese Sign : HORSE

All True..


The Things I Love Thee: My Top 3

Colors
  1. Red 
  2. Pink
  3. WHITE
Foods
  1. Seafoods
  2. Classic fried chicken
  3. Anything grilled
Drinks
  1. Starbucks Frappe
  2. Racks Very Berry
  3. DQ Cookies and Cream Shake
Brands
  1. Oakley
  2. Payless Shoes
  3. Apple
Past Time
  1. Sleeping
  2. Internet
  3. Coffee Shops
Website
  1. Blogger G+
  2. Sulit
  3. Facebook
Activities
  1. Golds Gym
  2. MBA
  3. Writing
Musics

too many to mention ;)

Makes you excited
  1. YOU
  2. Anything new
  3. Delicious foods
Subjects
  1. Logic
  2. Math
  3. PERIOD ;)
Things found in your bag
  1. Make Ups
  2. Ipad
  3. Perfumes
FYI: and those on the list below (car keys,cp,e-cig/cig and wallet).

Can't live w/o
  1. Car
  2. BB
  3. Marlboro Black
Of course: Money ;)

I guess that's all about me for now... Will continue writing my top 3 list once i think of other categories relevant in my life... Meanwhile, gtg...